Forgiving in order to free yourself...

I have been learning a lot from Psychic Medium John Holland lately about a variety of subjects, one of which is the process forgiving. This guy really knows his stuff and I’m currently in the process of putting his practices to work. In the past years time I have not only been trying to become more developed psychically, that has been something I have wanted for a long time, but also I have been trying hard to be able to “go to the next level” spiritually speaking and find the love in all situations, good or bad, and basically try to think and feel like a lightworker would (which btw I would also love to be one day with more experience). I’ve noticed it has become a lot easier for me to do this the more I learn about how the universe works and I have become a lot more accepting of things and behaviors and am in general just more at peace with everything. I was just recently told that I am ready to “go to the next level” and that I’m already doing great, but that it would be important to forgive anyone or any situations that might be interfering with my energy, and in essence, holding me back. So, I really thought about it and there are a few people, a couple from my old office at work and a couple in my personal life, that I realized I would need to forgive in order for me to be free to let new and higher energy into my life. Forgiving someone does not mean that you let them off the hook, it only means that you are allowing yourself to cut that energy cord that was connecting you to that person or situation so that your aura can be cleansed and ready to receive the new and positive things that you want to come into your life. To me at least, it also doesn’t necessarily mean that you want the person out of your life for good either; it’s just that you need to forgive to move on, whether they stay in your life or not. The exercise that I learned from John is you imagine that person walking up to you so that they are standing right in front of you, then you visualize green healing light surrounding the both of you (green is associated with the heart chakra and also Archangel Raphael, the healing Archangel), then you say some affirmations that resonates with you and your situation with this person or situation. The ones I use that John uses are…”I am now bringing in the healing power of forgiveness”…”I release myself from the emotions of the past”…”I now forgive you and release you”…”I forgive myself for accepting the belief pattern of pain and suffering”…”My heart is now open to receive love in my life.” John does a weekly show and has a lot of podcasts in archives on Hayhouseradio.com on a variety of subjects that are very helpful and they really resonate with me more than anyone else’s have in the past. To hear the archives you have to register with them, but it’s well worth it.

Paranormal experience New Year's Eve

I feel like I've been opening up psychically and I know my intuition is also getting stronger. I've been trying to work at that so I'm very excited about this, and I hope both continue to progress. The one thing that has always eluded me though is that I can't ever seem to feel presences around me and I would like to. There has only been two times so far that I have felt a presence nearby me and one of those times it was a living person, but I felt them walk up behind me silently. The other time was on the Queen Mary in February when I felt like something negative was watching me up on the stairs in the lobby. Well, now I have a third time to add under my belt....



I was at my friends house New Year's Eve for a small get together to celebrate the new year. It was just three of us for most of the evening. We had moved from the kitchen to the living room and the two of them were dancing around to the music while I was standing behind the couch right in line with the hallway when I felt someone walk by be behind me, from left to right. My friend has had a few paranormal experiences in her house and says she believes there to be a man that is in her house occasionally and he likes to hang out in the hallway. So, needless to say I was quite excited, although I didn't say anything at the time it happened. I told my friend later that night when we were getting ready to go to sleep.



I think it's absolutely hilarious that I can't have anything happen at places like Waverly Hills and Eastern State Penn, but I have things happen at places like my friends house and lecture rooms in hotels. But, I know that I am very protected due to experiences in a past life, so this is why I am guessing I don't get anything at the big bad places.



Happy New Year!



Peace, love and light.